que sera sera

LMAO

“At this point in time, I realized that the one thing that I could count on to expect in Stuyvesant was, well, to be a little cliché, drama. What’s high school without a little drama? In fact, the very first thing I thought of when Jane Eyre claimed, “It is in vain to say human beings ought to be satisfied with tranquility; they must have action; and they will make it if they cannot find it” (Bronte, 111), was of the infamous high school dramatics. It seems that when there are eight hundred teenagers in one grade, and nearly three thousand children in one school, there will never be a moment of calmness and tranquility. The law of thermodynamics (I swear, this is one of the rare things I remember from physics) states that nature will always progress towards a state of greater disorder, greater entropy, greater chaos; in an essence, this is what Jane Eyre is saying. Both people and nature are never satisfied with things as they are, they need and require action, movement, more chaos and more disorder so that things happen, because when things happen, interests are peaked, and there is a reason to engage ourselves.”

^ that’s what i just wrote for my portfolio
WHAT DOES IT EVEN MEAN
i love myself when i get to a state where even i don’t understand what i just wrote
YESSSSSS
now the teacher has to pretend she understands or else she’ll seem dumb
orrr maybe she’ll just point out that this makes no sense. hm. oh well